Sad

I know, I know....there's alway a silver lining in every cloud. Atleast that's what I alway try to teach my child. However, today I'm thinking not so much! About 2 hours ago I met my daughter's biological father at the nearby McDonald's to drop her off for an overnight visit. She doesn't visit him very often, so I guess I should be thankful for that. The last statement does not make my heart hurt any less when she is gone! I think what hurts the most is the fact that she didn't want to go this time. She has made a life here. She loves her new hometown (we moved after Christmas). She has family, friends, a new school, girl scouts, etc. that keep her occupied. Also having to go with him made her miss a birthday party today. Needless to say, she was not in the greatest of moods when I dropped her off. I miss her already. This house is just too quiet without her here!!!

So the husband and I have made MAJOR plans since we are without child this evening!! We are going to the grocery store!!!!! I know, we are such party animals!!! lol. We really don't know what to do without her here! We want to save all the fun stuff for when she gets back (and we really need to go to the grocery....lol). Our world definitely revolves around her! But I think that's the way it's suppose to be!

I am just missing her and had to vent!!! I will be better once the husband gets home in about an hour! Nite to all!